Ham’s Journal

April 2nd 10.44pm

Currently drunk… currently blur. Did you know that sometimes something which you have dreamt your whole life, hoped your whole life, and worked your whole life can be taken away in 3 days of madness & and totally on the spur of the moment. I have been thinking on my characther of Dr Jekyll & Mr Hyde and the evil side has just resurfaced for a few moments of madness.

Remember a few weeks ago, i mentioned about loyalty and sacrfices. It is all worth it? I spoke to an ol fren this afternoon and he has emphasized how i have lived up to my full potential that he was so proud of me. I was ashamed to tell him that i have let him down, i have let my friends down, i have let my family down. I have allowed emotions to overcome logic. and now do i regret it? maybe abit… maybe not at all?

Anyhow… some of you would in the next few days know that I am moving on and leaving. I have given up something for something else. Lets just say i hope another dream comes true after i have given up on another dream. I can only hope. i can only pray.

-We hope, we wish, we pray but whether anytime becomes a reality, we will never know …. Annymous"

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