Ham’s Journal

Monday April 9th 10.10pm. Another day just passed and as i hang out with my godsis tonight… i go through the many pictures of us growing up together. The smiles, the laughter, the sad times & the memories. I see the pics of my dad, how much fun he & I had. Lol… they were definetely great. My bro next to santa clause like 10 years back. The smile on his face = no worries and such care free youth feelings.

I sit back and read the many things on the internet and i observe the many things on the internet and i realize the world has changed but the memories which stays with us will never change.

As one good friend of mine plans to partake on her next journey out of this country, another friend contemplates why the mountiful job problems worry her every night. I have another friend who is about to take the next step of matrimony (the time when you say I do to your beloved wife/husband) and another who will never forget his roots but is venturing into the unknown to learn about the wonderfull experiences of new work places. And with so many people around us doing so many different things, yet we somehow or another keep on intertwine with one another with the same frequency. Its like we never left each other and we never will. My godsis summed it all the best "we might leave each other, we might go onto greener pastures but somehow or another we always come back.. we always do. Though we had gone through many bittersweet memories, we always come back"
why you wonder? i tell you why…. its because everything always has a beginning… and we were there for each other at the beginning.. and so we will also be there for another at the end.

I wonder how can one individual, one action can affect so many other people and have such a terrible chain reaction. Well… you only think its terrible if you let it affect you. Be truthfull to your thoughts… be truthfull to you heart. We were young once… but we will never be young forever. Live life like there is no tomorrow but always remember that if you can look back with no regrets… then you would have lived life to the fullest.

Why do wars start? why do arguments happen? Its because 2 ppl or even 3-4 ppl cannot see eye to eye.

Do not over impose yourself. Its time to give in… its time to take a step back. Most importantly, what is most important is that we do not allow people to suffer. Someone told me today that every action we take to hurt ourselves only works indirectly to hurt people who love you as well. I believe her. There are people out there who love you, care about you. Think about them. Your father, your mother, your loved ones… they might not show, they might show it differently but trust me when you hurt, they hurt as well. We must stop being selfish and wake up. We must realize that when we rejoice, people rejoice with us as well. Why waste time in the negative sides of life? Indulge yourself in happiness for if it was me, i would want to die with a big smile on my face and not a big frown. Let other people worry, i am going to just indulge myself in bliss and joy. I am going to be contagious and smile. Maybe i am being overly melodramatic but hey i think back and i seem to start to forget the bad times and for now… i can only remember the GOOD memories and that is what is most important to me right now

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